Tuesday, February 05, 2008 , 7:23 AM

HELLO WORLD WIDE WEB.


Do forgive me for my lack of blogging.
I have been busy with many many things.

I took a walk with Jan yesterday.
I got so hurt after she had told me what had happened.
I could feel her pain.

Things have been stressful for the both of us recently.
Dealing with the stress of work and of the life of an adolescent.
School just piles on pressure after pressure.
I feel so claustrophobic. D:
How does one deal with all of this.

I just wish for 1 thing, really.

To be the old Renee, the one who didn't care about worries.
The one who was so carefree.
The one who could cope with anything, and help her friends with whatever.
The Renee who would laugh at everything,
even through difficult times.
The old Renee who always cheered her friends up,
who taught them to look at the positive things of life.
The Renee who was a crutch to friends in need.

The one who didn't have so many FUCKING emotional problems,
which she burdens her friends with.

And lastly, to be the Renee
who loved life and everything in it.