Friday, January 09, 2009 , 11:26 PM

for every beat of my heart


It's funny how much you long for something, and when it's just peeking around the corner, suddenly you want it to turn the other way.

or just delay its arrival.

I missed Jan and Kriss so much.. I really did. It was sometimes a dull ache that never ceased to be there. But at least they're back, and I'm sooo glad {:

Anyways. I'm sitting in my room now contemplating how these past weeks have been so significant. It's quite strange to be stuck in two different worlds and watching them collide. There have been times that I feel like I'm outside looking in at myself and my interactions with people around me. It always amazes me; this capacity of humans to adapt.

JANICE IS BACK. [: I can finally see all of my best girls. Stupid Kriss and Jan! They just HAD to make me miss them so much haha.

Okay. It's off to read about Thursday Next and her exploits now.